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NOT BROKEN… BUT UNFINISHED (1)
(A Personal Essay)

“The darkest places in hell are reserved for those who maintain
their neutrality in times of moral crisis.”
~ Dante Alighieri ~
The Morning I Began to See
I still remember the exact moment something within me changed.
On a cold autumn morning in Haemi — the quiet South Korean suburb where I had been teaching for years — the sharp air and pale sky conspired to make everything feel unusually clear. At the bus stop, middle school students lined up in silence. No pushing. No shouting. Just an unspoken agreement about how shared spaces ought to be used.
The bus arrived on time. Students filed in calmly. I tapped my card; the driver gave me a small nod — not indifferent, not effusive, just a quiet acknowledgment that I was part of the system and the system had noted my presence.
The doors closed with certainty. No scrambling. No negotiation for space. Just an invisible agreement, honored without ceremony.
During the silent commute, my thoughts drifted home. I pictured the relentless noise: engines gunning, barkers shouting, horns bleating without pause. A system always on the brink — not of collapse exactly, but of something we had long mistaken for life.
And that was what unsettled me the most.
I remembered a different bus stop from years ago, back home. People pushed. The driver cursed. The day felt like something to survive, not something to trust. I remembered the heat, the dust, the impatience. Everything slightly off-balance — like a system not functioning but merely persisting.
What I felt then was grief. A quiet, hollow ache for a country I loved but now saw with terrible clarity: trapped — not by a single catastrophe, but by the slow accumulation of small disorders and smaller resignations. Not the scandals themselves, but the quiet expectation beneath them that nothing would change, and no one would be held to account.
The realization went deeper: we were not cursed. We were only accustomed to living with the fire.
As the bus passed streets where even the smallest details hinted at a nation steadily shaping its future, a question I had avoided for years finally surfaced:
How had we fallen so far behind?
More painfully:
What part had I played?
That quiet bus ride in Haemi was the beginning of a difficult journey — one that required me to confront not just my country’s failures but my own. And it set the stage for a deep-seated reflection.
The Stark Contrast
When I arrived in South Korea, I did not come with theories about governance or national identity. I was simply another Filipino abroad — carrying hope, fear, and the particular stubbornness of a person determined to make things work.
Korea became a mirror. It reflected truths I had spent years avoiding.
It started with small things — moments that accumulated quietly, each one altering my understanding a little more.
The first time I walked into a Korean government office, I braced myself for the familiar dread: the long lines, the missing forms, the irritated clerks. I felt the old instinct rising — the feeling that I was about to beg for something that should simply have been mine by right.
Instead, a woman smiled, bowed slightly, and asked how she could help. Her manner was calm, her movements efficient, her respect genuine. Fifteen minutes later, I stood outside with my documents already processed.
I paused on the sidewalk, papers in hand. Out of habit, I glanced around — looking for the fixers. Back home, they hovered outside government buildings, offering shortcuts for a fee, quiet reminders of how thoroughly we had normalized inefficiency. Here, there was nothing of the sort.
For a moment, I simply stood there waiting for something to go wrong.
Nothing did.
In that stillness, I understood something I had never articulated before: all my life, I had been conditioned to expect difficulty — even when none was required. Ease itself had become unfamiliar.
That night, I sat in my apartment staring at the papers on my table. It was not the efficiency that stayed with me. It was the dignity. For the first time in a long time, I had felt like a citizen — not a supplicant, not a burden, not a problem to be processed, not somebody to be taken advantage of.
That feeling followed me everywhere.
Into streets cleaned before dawn. Into lost wallets returned with every bill still inside. Into the way elders were treated as honored members of a community, not inconveniences to be managed. Into rules followed out of shared responsibility, not fear.
I remembered the first time I entered a Korean bank. No armed guards. No shotguns propped by the door. Just a middle-aged woman ushering customers with quiet warmth. Back home, two guards with shotguns stood outside every branch, a third positioned just inside. It was a small detail — but it revealed how differently each society imagined danger, trust, and the public space we all shared.
Once, I watched a man drop a piece of paper on the sidewalk. A teenager picked it up and returned it with a bow. Responsibility was not taught in that moment. It was lived.
Korea was not simply better because it was richer. It was because its people believed they deserved better — and acted accordingly.
Back home, resignation had become the norm. And if systems truly reflect the people who build them, then what did our systems say about us?
That question stayed with me long after the bus reached its stop.
A Tale of Two Citizenships
Living in Korea forced me to examine something I had never fully confronted back home: the quiet power of citizenship. Not the legal kind printed on a passport, but the lived kind — expressed in daily habits, in unspoken agreements, in the hidden threads that hold a society together.
In Korea, I saw how people behaved as if the public space belonged to them — and therefore, they were responsible for it. Streets were clean not because someone was watching, but because everyone believed they should be. Lines were orderly, not because of fear, but because of mutual respect. Even the smallest rules — recycling, queueing, returning trays in restaurants — were followed with a feeling of shared duty.
Back home, I had grown up with a different rhythm.
I grew up where rules were treated as suggestions, public spaces were battlegrounds, and people bent systems that rarely bent for them. I learned to expect delays, disorder, and disappointment. I navigated life with improvisation, instinct, and resilience—a Filipino’s armor.
But Korea showed me something I had never seen so clearly:
resilience is admirable, but it is not the same as progress.
In Korea, I came to trust systems: I believed things would work as designed, so I depended on established rules and processes. In the Philippines, I learned to trust people: I relied on relationships, favors, and personal networks to fill the gaps left by institutions.
“Kaylangang may backer.”
Neither culture was inherently superior; they were simply influenced by different responses to their circumstances. The contrast clarified what worked—and what didn’t—for each society.
Both were formed by history, by struggle, by circumstance.
But the contrast forced me to face a truth I had consistently ignored:
Systems are not built solely by governments.
They are built by citizens — by the habits we practice and the behaviors we tolerate.
And upon that realization, I saw my personal reflection more clearly than ever.
The more I came to understand Korea, the more I began to see the Philippines with new eyes. I did not see with judgment, but with a painful clarity I could no longer escape.
Watching the Philippines from afar, I experienced a familiar ache—not for specific events, but the patterns I recognized in myself. I heard exhaustion in voices, frustration in posts, resignation in jokes. Systems struggled, and citizens struggled to trust. Beneath it all was collective fatigue—a nation moving forward, weighed down by habits we never confronted. It was painful, not because it was new, but because I could no longer ignore it.
Reading the news about the Philippines often felt like watching a tragicomedy. It made me laugh at first, until I saw the humor was only masking something intensely painful. The public arguments, mudslinging, and the way people chose sides, with the intensity of sports rivalries, all seemed absurd and heartbreaking. What unsettled me most wasn’t the disagreements, but how quickly we turned them into spectacles. We forgot that under every insult and accusation were real people trying to make sense of a system they no longer trusted. It seemed as if the nation had become a stage. Frustration and entertainment blurred, and we’d grown so used to the noise that we hardly noticed its cost.
Meanwhile, Korea exported stories that fascinated the world—dramas made with discipline and imagination. At home, our screens showed stories that were loud, chaotic, and painful political theater. One nation entertained with fiction; the other was locked in a cycle of real-life drama that no longer entertained but quietly drained the spirit of its people.
And once I saw myself more clearly, the memories I had deeply buried started to emerge — not as distant recollections, but as images reflecting the habits we had normalized back home.
And as I saw my country more clearly, the memories I had buried began to surface.
The Descent: Memories That Haunt Me
And as if in answer, my past started to speak. The more comfortable I became with life in Korea, the more memories from home resurfaced — memories I had suppressed amid the noise of daily survival.
It was deep winter then, the kind that forces you inward. In those long, silent nights, memories I had suppressed amid the noise of daily survival began to thaw.
I remembered election day when I was younger. I stood nearby. The envelope passed quickly, almost as if it didn’t matter. My neighbor slipped it into his pocket, grinning as others laughed.
“Pang-ulam,” he said.
At the time, I laughed too — not because it was funny, but because everyone else did. It felt easier to belong than to question. I did not yet understand that moments like that were the architecture of the system we would spend the rest of our lives complaining about.
No one objected. No one spoke.
And neither did I. That silence would follow me.
I remembered a barangay captain distributing sacks of rice every Christmas — but only to those who attended his rallies. I remembered people lining up for hours, not out of belief, but because hunger does not negotiate with principles.
I remembered political arguments that tore families apart, destroyed friendships, and worse, had people getting killed. I remembered truth becoming optional. I remembered corruption becoming a punchline. I remembered how we defended politicians as though they were blood relatives, even as they failed us again and again.
And I remembered my own silence.
The times I shrugged. The times I said,
“Ganun talaga.”
The times I accepted dysfunction as the natural order. The times I laughed at what I should have condemned. The times I chose comfort over courage, and called it wisdom.
Those memories followed me like shadows through every clean street, every orderly queue, every moment of dignified efficiency I experienced in Korea. Every time I felt respected, I remembered what it felt like not to be.
We were not simply victims of a broken system. We were its authors. We wrote ourselves into the descent.
The Mirror: How I Realized I Was Part of the Problem
The mirror did not leave me. One night, alone in my apartment, scrolling through news from the Philippines, I experienced the familiar anger rising in me — the kind that blames, condemns, curses the government, curses the system, curses the country.
I had devoted months shaking my head at the tragicomedy unfolding back home, forgetting that I once had played my part in it — through silence, through resignation, through the small compromises I had convinced myself were harmless.
There was even a moment when I considered pursuing Korean citizenship — not out of disloyalty, but out of exhaustion. I felt I was tired of being Filipino, but what I was truly tired of was the helplessness that came with loving a country caught in its own cycles. It wasn’t my identity I wanted to escape; it was the pain of watching a nation I cared for stumble again and again.
But then something inside me burst.
I asked myself a question I had been avoiding for years:
“What have I done differently?”
The question lingered longer than any answer I could produce.
I had left the country. I had escaped the chaos. I had built a life elsewhere. But had I changed anything? Had I spoken when speaking was needed? Had I acted when action was required? Had I taken responsibility for any of it?
Or had I simply abandoned ship and watched it sink from a safe, comfortable distance?
That night, the truth arrived without mercy: I was angry at a nation I had quietly abandoned. I was disappointed in people whose flaws I shared. I was grieving a country I had not loved loudly enough or fought hard enough to save.
And that was the moment — the real beginning of my purgatory.
Honestly, I realized, it’s the first step out of hell.
THE NATION WE CREATED (Part 3)
The darkest places in hell are reserved for those who maintain
their neutrality in times of moral crisis.”
– Dante Alighieri –
WHERE ARE WE? PARADISE, PURGATORY, OR HELL?

This brings me to the third question:
Where do we stand as a nation—paradise, purgatory, or hell?
Just as Dante was guided through the abyss by Virgil, I believe that if we are to find our way out of the “dark woods” of our national dysfunction, our Virgil must be a vigorous Faith in God. For me, this is not a passive faith that watches from the sidelines, but a demanding moral compass. It is the light that reveals the “ordered circles” of our descent and gives me the strength to finally begin the ascent.
I have long believed that a nation’s destiny rests on two foundations: the strength of its government and the character of its people. When both are strong, the nation thrives in a kind of paradise; when one falters, it drifts into purgatory; and when both fail, it descends into hell.
As I look at the current state of our institutions and reflect on the character of our collective civic behavior, the conclusion is one I can no longer avoid.
We are not in paradise, and I fear we are not even in purgatory. We are in hell.
Yet, my studies of the Divine Comedy have taught me that purgatory represents something fundamentally different from either extreme—it is not a place of final condemnation, but a state of transition. In Dante’s vision, purgatory is where the work of purification begins, and for me, that starts with the difficult step of recognizing our own faults. It is a place where vices aren’t just punished; they are purified as every spirit confronts the very weakness that led it astray. I’ve realized that any path toward our national renewal demands that we not only recognize our failures but also deliberately set out to correct them.
If hell is the result of both a failing government and an irresponsible citizenry, then I see purgatory as the pivotal moment when one side begins to change even as the other lags behind. To me, a nation in purgatory is not yet healed, but it has finally moved past denial; it is a society that has begun to acknowledge its shortcomings and is actively striving for something better.
In our own context, I believe purgatory would require a profound shift in our consciousness—a personal willingness to move beyond the easy comfort of blame and toward the harder path of accountability. It would mean a readiness within our institutions to rebuild trust through genuine reform. For me, this is the stage where we stop avoiding difficult truths and start confronting them; it is where our excuses finally give way to effort, and our passive observation transforms into active participation.
Though we have concluded that we are not yet in this state, the concept of purgatory is fundamental—not as a description of where we are, but as a vision of what lies between our current condition and the possibility of renewal. It reminds us that transformation is neither immediate nor effortless, but attainable through deliberate, sustained change.
To understand how we arrived here, we must recognize that this condition is not merely the result of present failures—it is also rooted in a past that still shapes our present. As a nation, we have long been fragmented—geographically, culturally, and politically—an archipelago not only in land, but in identity. Our colonial history reinforced this fragmentation. Through the divide-and-rule strategy, our colonizers kept us subdued, preventing unity and making sure that resistance remained scattered and ineffective.
Though political independence has long been achieved, the imprint of this division remains. We continue to see ourselves not as a united whole, but as competing factions. This fragmentation deepens further when political actors exploit these divisions, prompting citizens to defend them against one another rather than hold them accountable. In doing so, we become participants in our own disunity.
Over time, our prolonged inability to free ourselves swiftly from colonial rule cultivated a quiet resignation. A decisive moment came when the struggle against our conquistadores from the Iberian Peninsula was nearing victory, and a sense of national identity was beginning to take shape. Yet at that critical juncture, the Filipino people were denied the opportunity to complete their own struggle for liberation, as another power, emerging at the close of Spanish rule, intervened—marking a transition from one colonial master to the next.
What followed was not merely a political transition, but a period in which the natural development of nationalism was constrained, delaying the full emergence of a unified national consciousness and leaving a lasting imprint on how we perceive our collective identity and capacity for self-determination.
I often reflect on how a defining victory for our people—one that might have truly forged a sense of national pride and unity—was interrupted by forces beyond our control. To me, this left behind more than just a political scar; it created a psychological one. In place of a fully realized sense of self-determination, I feel a lingering uncertainty about our capacity to shape our own destiny.
I’ve come to think of this uncertainty as our national Limbo. Much like those in Dante’s First Circle who lived without the “baptism” of a completed purpose, I feel the Filipino spirit remains suspended in a state of “what could have been”. Because our revolution was interrupted and our liberation was eventually granted rather than fully seized, I believe we have inhabited a political twilight for over a century—not fully damned, but not yet free. We are haunted by the sighing of those who are hopeless in desire, longing for a national identity that we were never permitted to finish building for ourselves.
I’ve seen how people subjected to long periods of domination can begin to internalize limitation—a quiet belief that significant change is simply unattainable. This inherited mindset, which I find so damaging, weakens our collective will to act. Yet, I’ve realized this condition isn’t a chaotic fall; it is a structured descent, much like the ordered circles of Hell I read about in the Divine Comedy. Each layer reveals a deeper moral failure: from our negligence and apathy to corruption, and ultimately to the betrayal of public trust. What we experience today is not random misfortune, but the cumulative result of choices I see being made—and responsibilities I see being ignored—time and time again.
Even our natural environment has played a role in shaping our collective mindset. Living in a country frequently visited by destructive typhoons, I believe our repeated exposure to disruption has fostered both a beautiful resilience and a tragic resignation. While these conditions have certainly strengthened our capacity to endure, I worry they have also normalized crisis, reinforcing a tendency in us to merely respond rather than anticipate, and to recover rather than prevent.
I have come to realize that whatever factors or historical circumstances may have shaped our current condition, they do not absolve us of our personal responsibility for it. In my own reflections on self-improvement, I see that our national state is not a sudden collapse, but rather the cumulative result of choices we have made over time—each one contributing to a gradual descent.
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WHAT SHALL WE DO THEN?
As I’ve learned from my studies of Dante, recognition of the journey through Hell is only the beginning. What, then, should we do? In the Divine Comedy, the journey does not end in the abyss; there is a path upward to paradise, though I know it is a difficult one to walk.
In Dante’s journey, Hell is governed by a moral logic where every consequence reflects a prior choice. Similarly, I believe the dysfunction we endure as a nation is not without cause; it mirrors the decisions we make, the leaders we choose, and the responsibilities we so often neglect.
Although I do not believe we are yet in Purgatory, I believe we must understand its profound significance.
For me, Purgatory is not a place of perfection, but of transformation—it is the space where acknowledgment finally leads to change and responsibility replaces denial. It is the necessary passage between failure and renewal. I’ve realized this slow ascent requires the effort, discipline, and readiness to confront my own shortcomings that I strive to bring to my writing and my life.
Reaching such a state requires a profound shift in my own consciousness—a willingness to move beyond the habit of blame and toward true accountability. It is the point where effort begins, discipline is cultivated, and active participation finally replaces passivity. However, I’ve come to understand that this path requires a fundamental change in how I think about our development as a nation.
For too long, we have relied on a flawed model that assumes progress begins externally. It is time, therefore, to look inward. Just as Virgil guided Dante through darkness—not by force, but through the light of Reason and the mandates of the Divine—we too must rely on a Faith sharpened by clarity of thought and self-awareness to navigate our way out of this abyss.
The alternative path begins with the individual and extends outward—to the family, the community, and the nation.
If paradise is to be realized, it must be understood not merely as prosperity, but as the restoration of unity and the overcoming of fragmentation that has long defined us. A nation cannot reach its highest potential while divided. True progress demands cohesion and a shared sense of purpose that transcends regional, political, and ideological boundaries.
To arrive at such a state, we must consciously unlearn the divisions that history has imposed upon us. The legacy of divide et impera must no longer define how we relate to one another. Instead of allowing ourselves to be separated by difference, we must recognize that our strength as a nation lies precisely in our diversity—when it is bound together by a common commitment to the greater good.
A nation in paradise is not free from disagreement, but disagreement does not lead to division. It is a nation where citizens hold leaders accountable without becoming instruments of partisan conflict, and where public discourse is guided by a shared desire for national progress rather than hostility.
Ultimately, paradise is not granted; it is built. It emerges when individuals rise above narrow loyalties, families instill values of discipline and responsibility, and citizens view themselves as integral parts of a greater whole. Only through unity, grounded in shared values and mutual accountability, can a nation truly ascend to its highest form.
I have realized that the ascent from Hell in Dante’s journey is neither sudden nor effortless; it demands a kind of movement, struggle, and persistence that I try to channel into my own creative projects. One does not simply wake up outside of the darkness; you must climb out of it. At the end of that grueling climb, Dante shares a powerful image that stays with me: the moment he emerges “to see the stars again”. It serves as a personal reminder that no descent is final, and even from the deepest darkness I may feel, a path toward renewal remains.
Only then can we truly begin our ascent: from hell, through purgatory, and ultimately toward paradise. I’ve come to understand that the path to national transformation doesn’t begin in the halls of power, but in the quiet, daily decisions of individuals like me who choose to change.
In the end, I see that a nation is nothing more and nothing less than a reflection of its people. If I desire a better nation, I must first strive to become a better individual.
The journey out of the abyss is long, but I find comfort in the fact that Dante’s final word in every canticle remained the same: stelle, the stars. For me, those stars are not just distant celestial bodies; they are the three stars of our national emblem, which have felt obscured for so long by the smoke of partisan conflict. Like Dante emerging from the dark to behold them once more, I believe we, too, may rise if we choose not merely to hope for change, but to become its source. Only when we fix our gaze upward, guided by our Faith and our shared history, do we leave the darkness behind. In that rising, we do not merely find paradise; we build it.
WHERE WE STAND
Where Do We Truly Stand — In Hell, Purgatory, or Paradise?

A nation’s destiny rests on two foundations: the integrity of its government and the responsibility of its people—in simpler terms, good government and responsible citizenry. When both are strong, the nation becomes a paradise. When one falters, it drifts into purgatory. When both fail, it descends into hell.
The condition of a nation can be understood as a journey, one that passes through darkness before finding light. As in the Divine Comedy, where Dante descends into Hell before ascending toward Paradise, we may examine our national reality through a similar lens: not as a fixed state, but as a movement shaped by collective choices.
From this perspective, three essential questions arise that Filipinos must address:
Do we have a good government?
Are we a responsible citizenry?
Where do we stand as a nation—paradise, purgatory, or hell?
The answer to the first question is unequivocal.
We have a dysfunctional government.
Corruption plagues our institutions, depleting resources meant for public services. Funds for infrastructure, education, and social programs are often misused or lost to dishonesty. Tools for progress become paths for personal gain. Public coffers become the personal piggy banks of corrupt politicians.
These practices reveal more than institutional failure; they expose deep ethical flaws—greed prioritizes personal gain over public good, pride resists accountability. Such conduct echoes vices long recognized in moral and literary traditions. These ethical failures do not remain confined to values—they manifest in the way institutions function.
This dysfunction erodes our institutions and lowers expectations. As corruption becomes common, integrity is no longer the standard but an exception. Citizens tolerate dishonesty, normalizing inefficiency and sustaining a cycle: weak systems create passive citizens, who in turn allow continued weakness.
More concerning, this dysfunction breeds resignation. Many believe change is impossible, which normalizes corruption. This discourages participation, silences critical voices, and weakens the collective will to demand better governance. When hope is lost, withdrawal from civic engagement prevents reform.
In Dante’s vision, the morally indifferent—those who refused to take a stand—are denied even entry into Hell, condemned not for what they did, but for what they failed to do. In much the same way, silence and inaction among citizens allow dysfunction to persist, unchallenged and uninterrupted.
This condition resembles what Dante portrays as sloth—not simply idleness, but a failure to act when action is required. It is a form of moral passivity that allows injustice to endure, not through direct participation, but through quiet tolerance.
Like the inscription at the gates of Hell—“Abandon all hope, ye who enter here”—many among us have come to accept dysfunction as permanent, surrendering the very hope that could lead to change. In such an environment, political actors are not pressured to rise above dysfunction; rather, they are enabled by it.
Simultaneously, the political theatre is often reduced to mudslinging between rival groups. This pattern frequently reflects not reasoned disagreement but a descent into hostility, in which discourse is driven less by the pursuit of truth than by division. Instead of meaningful dialogue and collaboration, we witness endless accusations, personal attacks, and partisan conflicts that distract from substantive governance—at times resembling a tragicomedy in which the spectacle is at once absurd and deeply troubling, both disquietingly humorous and undeniably tragic. Energy that should address national problems is instead diverted to political theatrics.
More troubling is the persistent failure to hold erring officials fully accountable. While scandals emerge and controversies capture public attention, justice is often delayed, diluted, or denied. This failure is compounded by partisan loyalties, where political actors quickly condemn and pursue wrongdoing by opponents, yet ignore misconduct by their own allies. Accountability becomes selective: applied rigorously to adversaries, but with hesitation or silence toward members of one’s own political bloc. Consequently, those found guilty rarely face consequences proportionate to their actions, thereby strengthening a culture of impunity. When accountability is weak, misconduct is not discouraged; it is, in effect, tolerated.
Taken together, these realities depict a government that struggles to fulfill its most fundamental responsibilities, not because solutions are impossible, but because the system itself is compromised.
If ours is not a good government, does that place us in purgatory?
Not quite, because the failure of government does not exist in isolation; it is mirrored and reinforced by the shortcomings of its people.
We now turn to the second question:
Are we a responsible citizenry?
We cannot attribute our failure to reach full socio-political and economic potential solely to the government. In reality, we contribute to this condition in more ways than we often acknowledge. In many ways, the consequences we face as a nation reflect the very choices we have made. As suggested in Dante’s vision, consequences often correspond to the actions that produce them—a principle sometimes described as contrapasso.
We fail in a fundamental civic duty—we do not choose our leaders wisely. We sell our votes, apply questionable standards in evaluating candidates, and reduce elections to popularity contests. As a result, we elevate into power individuals who are either unqualified, inexperienced, or driven by self-interest.
This failure is perhaps most evident in the persistence of vote-buying and vote-selling practices that continue to weaken the integrity of our democratic systems. Elections, which should serve as a mechanism for selecting the most qualified leaders, are too often reduced to transactions in which public office is effectively purchased rather than rightfully earned. In such a system, consequences tend to mirror the choices that produce them. This is the contrapasso of the ballot. When we treat the sacred right of suffrage as a commodity to be sold for a day’s meal, we are, in turn, governed by those who treat public office as a commodity to be exploited for three to six years—or more—of profit.
We are not simply victims of a corrupt system; we are the architects of our own deprivation, bound within a cycle in which the short-term relief of a bribe becomes the long-term chains of our national poverty. In such a system, leadership is no longer measured by competence, integrity, or vision, but by the capacity to use financial means to secure electoral advantage.
What makes this particularly damaging is how it distorts the very foundation of representation. Those who assume office through monetary influence may come to view their positions not as a public trust, but as an investment to be recovered. Governance, in turn, becomes less about service and more about return—where decisions are formed not by the needs of the people, but by the desire to recoup and profit from the cost of acquiring power. In this way, corruption is not simply incidental; it becomes embedded in the system from the very beginning of leadership.
In light of this reality, beyond refusing to sell our votes, we must exercise discernment in selecting those we entrust with public office. The right to vote is not merely procedural; it is a moral responsibility that demands careful judgment. We must set standards that exceed the minimum qualifications prescribed by law and evaluate candidates based on competence, integrity, and capacity to serve. Without such standards, voting becomes an empty ritual rather than a meaningful contribution to nation-building.
Responsible exercise of the right to vote is especially important in a context where popularity is often mistaken for competence. Public office is not an extension of fame and should not be treated as a platform sustained by recognition alone. Leadership requires the ability to understand complex issues, make sound decisions, and act in the public’s best interest. When popularity becomes the primary criterion for electoral success, the standards of governance are inevitably diminished.
Worse, we continue to recycle the same traditional politicians or replace them with members of their political dynasties, expecting different results from the same choices. In doing so, we reinforce a system in which power remains concentrated within a limited circle, restricting opportunities for genuine reform and perpetuating the same conditions we claim to oppose.
What is often overlooked, however, is that these political dynasties do not sustain themselves independently of the people—they are maintained through repeated electoral support. Leadership within the same families persists not simply because it is motivated by ambition, but because it is continually permitted by the electorate. In this sense, political dynasties are not imposed upon the nation; they are reproduced through the collective decisions of its citizens.
As positions of power are passed from one family member to another, governance becomes less a matter of public trust and more a perpetuation of established control. This tendency limits the emergence of new leadership, narrows the variety of perspectives in governance, and reinforces conditions that make significant change increasingly difficult to achieve. When the same names continue to dominate the political landscape, expectations of different outcomes grow increasingly detached from reality.
Recognizing this reality also highlights our responsibility. The means to make informed choices are within our reach. We can examine candidates’ track records, assess their qualifications, and critically evaluate their platforms. The ability to choose wisely does not require extraordinary expertise, only the willingness to be attentive, thoughtful, and responsible in exercising one’s vote. This pattern of behavior reflects a deeper issue that extends beyond actions at the ballot box.
Beyond the ballot, we also exhibit a mindset of misplaced expectations. We tend to believe that the government is solely responsible for solving all of society’s problems, viewing our relationship with the state through the lens of entitlement. We demand benefits and services without fully recognizing our own responsibilities in nation-building.
This belief is often accompanied by the expectation that those in power can single-handedly deliver national transformation, as if progress were the work of political saviors rather than a shared responsibility. Such expectations reinforce patterns of dependence that extend beyond perception and shape behavior.
This mindset is further reinforced by the so-called “ayuda mentality,” which reflects a growing dependence on government assistance as a primary means of survival. While aid is necessary during crises, it becomes problematic when it fosters long-term reliance rather than empowerment.
Instead of supplying temporary relief, assistance is often regarded as an entitlement, weakening the drive for self-reliance and personal initiative. Over time, this erodes the very values necessary for an effective and responsible citizenry—hard work, discipline, and accountability. More concerning is how, in certain contexts, such assistance becomes entangled with political interests. Rather than serving solely as a mechanism for public welfare, it is sometimes dangled as a reward for political favors, including votes and loyalty. This practice transforms aid from a tool of empowerment into an instrument of influence, reinforcing dependency while simultaneously distorting the democratic process.
This cycle of dependency mirrors Dante’s Third Circle, where the gluttons lie in a foul-smelling slush, eternally drenched by cold, ceaseless rain. Our gluttony is not for food, but for the ease of reliance. The contrapasso is evident: by choosing the temporary comfort of a handout over the challenging path of self-reliance, we are condemned to remain in the mud of national stagnation, perpetually waiting for a rain of ayuda that neither cleanses nor empowers, but keeps us mired in our own making.
The more we rely on external provision without cultivating self-reliance, the more we reinforce the very conditions that make such reliance necessary. It becomes a quiet echo of the same moral logic found in Dante’s vision, where consequences reflect the choices that give rise to them.
When citizens begin to associate public assistance with political allegiance, the relationship between the people and their leaders shifts from one grounded in accountability to one driven by patronage. Instead of evaluating leaders based on competence, integrity, and vision, some are compelled to support those who provide immediate material benefits, regardless of long-term consequences. In this way, assistance no longer uplifts—it conditions. It discourages initiative, weakens independence, and fosters a cycle in which both leaders and citizens become trapped: leaders in the pursuit of political survival through distribution, and citizens in the expectation of continued provision.
To be clear, assistance has a legitimate and necessary role—especially during crises, disasters, and periods of financial hardship. A compassionate government must provide safety nets for its most vulnerable citizens. However, when assistance evolves from temporary support into a permanent expectation, it ceases to empower and begins to weaken.
The issue, therefore, is not the aid itself but the mindset surrounding it. A society that depends primarily on external support, rather than cultivating internal strength, risks losing the qualities that sustain long-term progress: initiative, resilience, and self-reliance.
A nation cannot progress when its people are conditioned to wait rather than act, to receive rather than build.
This is further compounded by a culture of blame. When we fail to achieve success in personal or professional life, we are quick to point fingers at the government, leaders, or circumstances, rather than examining our own decisions and actions. In doing so, we absolve ourselves of responsibility and surrender the agency required for growth. Instead of accountability, we resort to excuses.
This mirrors a recurring moral pattern—inaction, though seemingly harmless, allows dysfunction to persist. In much the same way, silence and inaction among citizens allow dysfunction to persist, unchallenged and uninterrupted.
This is where our Faith must move from ritual to resolve. To claim faith in God while remaining indifferent to the hell of corruption is a spiritual and civic contradiction. True faith does not offer an escape from responsibility; it provides the very mandate for it. If we are to be led by this Virgil, we must realize that God does not build nations—He empowers people to build them.
At its core, the problem is a lack of personal responsibility and civic discipline. We often neglect the role we must play—not only as voters, but as individuals who must prepare ourselves, work diligently, and contribute substantially to society. Nation-building is not the task of government alone; it is a shared responsibility that demands effort from every citizen.
We now come to the third question:
Where do we stand as a nation—paradise, purgatory, or hell?
During his journey through the abyss, Dante was guided by Virgil. For Filipinos, if we are to find our way out of the dark woods of national dysfunction, our Virgil must be Faith in God. This should not be a passive faith that views the Divine as a mere spectator, but a vigorous, demanding faith that serves as our moral compass. It is the light that reveals the ‘ordered circles’ of our descent and provides the strength to begin the ascent.
As previously established, when both government and citizenry are strong, the nation becomes a paradise. When one falters, it drifts into purgatory. When both fail, it descends into hell.
Given the condition of our institutions and the character of our civic behavior, the conclusion becomes difficult to avoid.
We are not in paradise.
We are not even in purgatory.
We are in hell.
And yet, to understand purgatory is to understand that it represents something fundamentally different from both paradise and hell. It is neither a place of fulfillment nor of final condemnation—it is a state of transition. In the Divine Comedy, purgatory is where souls begin the difficult work of purification, and recognition of fault is the first step toward transformation.
In Dante’s vision, these same vices are not simply punished—they are purified. Every spirit confronts the very weakness that led it astray. In much the same way, any path toward national renewal calls not only for recognizing our failures but also for deliberately correcting them.
If hell represents the condition of both a failing government and an irresponsible citizenry, then purgatory may be seen as the point at which one begins to change while the other still lags behind. A nation in purgatory is not yet healed, but it is no longer in denial. It is a nation that has begun to recognize its shortcomings and is actively striving to correct them.
In our context, purgatory would require a shift in consciousness—a willingness among citizens to move beyond blame and toward accountability, and a readiness among institutions to rebuild trust through genuine reform. It is the stage where difficult truths are no longer avoided, but confronted; where excuses give way to effort; and where passive observation transforms into active participation.
Though we have concluded that we are not yet in this state, the concept of purgatory is fundamental—not as a description of where we are, but as a vision of what lies between our current condition and the possibility of renewal. It reminds us that transformation is neither immediate nor effortless, but attainable through deliberate, sustained change.
To understand how we arrived here, we must recognize that this condition is not merely the result of present failures—it is also rooted in a past that still shapes our present. As a nation, we have long been fragmented—geographically, culturally, and politically—an archipelago not only in land, but in identity. Our colonial history reinforced this fragmentation. Through the divide-and-rule strategy, our colonizers kept us subdued, preventing unity and making sure that resistance remained scattered and ineffective.
Though political independence has long been achieved, the imprint of this division remains. We continue to see ourselves not as a united whole, but as competing factions. This fragmentation deepens further when political actors exploit these divisions, prompting citizens to defend them against one another rather than hold them accountable. In doing so, we become participants in our own disunity.
Over time, our prolonged inability to free ourselves swiftly from colonial rule cultivated a quiet resignation. A decisive moment came when the struggle against our conquistadores from the Iberian Peninsula was nearing victory, and a sense of national identity was beginning to take shape. Yet at that critical juncture, the Filipino people were denied the opportunity to complete their own struggle for liberation, as another power, emerging at the close of Spanish rule, intervened—marking a transition from one colonial master to the next.
What followed was not merely a political transition, but a period in which the natural development of nationalism was constrained, delaying the full emergence of a unified national consciousness and leaving a lasting imprint on how we perceive our collective identity and capacity for self-determination.
What could have been a defining victory—one that might have strengthened national pride and unity—was interrupted by forces beyond their control. This left behind not only a political consequence, but a psychological one. In place of a fully realized sense of self-determination, there emerged a lingering uncertainty about our capacity to shape our own destiny.
This uncertainty is our national Limbo. Like those in Dante’s First Circle who lived without the ‘baptism’ of a completed purpose, the Filipino spirit stays suspended in a state of ‘what could have been’. Because our revolution was interrupted and our liberation was granted rather than fully seized, we have inhabited a political twilight for over a century—not fully damned, but not yet free. We are haunted by the sighing of those who are ‘hopeless in desire,’ longing for a national identity that we were never permitted to finish building ourselves.
A people long subjected to domination may begin to internalize limitation—a belief that significant change is difficult or unattainable. This inherited mindset weakens the collective will to act. This condition, however, is not shaped solely by history.
Yet this condition is not a chaotic fall but a structured descent, much like the ordered circles of Hell in the Divine Comedy. Each layer reveals a deeper moral failure: from negligence to apathy to corruption, and ultimately to the betrayal of public trust. What we experience is not random misfortune, but the cumulative result of choices repeatedly made and responsibilities repeatedly ignored.
The natural environment has also shaped our collective mindset. In a country frequently visited by destructive typhoons, repeated exposure to disruption has fostered both resilience and resignation. While these conditions have strengthened our capacity to endure, they have also normalized crisis and reinforced a tendency to respond rather than anticipate, to recover rather than prevent.
Whatever factors and circumstances may have shaped our condition do not absolve us of responsibility for it. Our current condition is not a sudden collapse, but the result of choices made over time, each contributing to a gradual descent. As in the journey through Hell, recognition is only the beginning.
What, then, should we do?
As in the Divine Comedy, the journey does not end in hell. There is a path upward to paradise, though it is difficult. In Dante’s journey, Hell is governed by a moral logic in which each consequence reflects a prior choice. Similarly, the dysfunction we endure as a nation is not without cause; it mirrors the decisions we have made, the leaders we have chosen, and the responsibilities we have neglected.
Although we are not yet in purgatory, we must understand its significance. Purgatory is not a place of perfection, but of transformation. It is where acknowledgment leads to change and responsibility replaces denial. It is the space between failure and renewal, a necessary passage toward improvement. This slow ascent requires effort, discipline, and readiness to confront one’s own shortcomings.
Reaching such a state requires a shift in consciousness, a willingness to move beyond blame toward accountability. It is where effort begins, discipline is cultivated, and participation replaces passivity.
However, that path requires a fundamental change in how we think about national development.
For too long, we have relied on a flawed model that assumes progress begins externally. It is time, therefore, to look inward.
Just as Virgil guided Dante through darkness—not by force, but through the light of Reason and the mandates of the Divine—we too must rely on a Faith sharpened by clarity of thought and self-awareness to navigate our way out of this abyss.
The alternative path begins with the individual and extends outward—to the family, the community, and the nation.
If paradise is to be realized, it must be understood not merely as prosperity, but as the restoration of unity and the overcoming of fragmentation that has long defined us. A nation cannot reach its highest potential while divided. True progress demands cohesion and a shared sense of purpose that transcends regional, political, and ideological boundaries.
To arrive at such a state, we must consciously unlearn the divisions that history has imposed upon us. The legacy of divide et impera must no longer define how we relate to one another. Instead of allowing ourselves to be separated by difference, we must recognize that our strength as a nation lies precisely in our diversity—when it is bound together by a common commitment to the greater good.
A nation in paradise is not free from disagreement, but disagreement does not lead to division. It is a nation where citizens hold leaders accountable without becoming instruments of partisan conflict, and where public discourse is guided by a shared desire for national progress rather than hostility.
Ultimately, paradise is not granted; it is built. It emerges when individuals rise above narrow loyalties, families instill values of discipline and responsibility, and citizens view themselves as integral parts of a greater whole. Only through unity, grounded in shared values and mutual accountability, can a nation truly ascend to its highest form.
The ascent from Hell in Dante’s journey is neither sudden nor effortless; it demands movement, struggle, and persistence. One does not simply escape darkness, but must climb out of it. At the end of this difficult ascent, Dante presents a powerful image: the return of light, the moment when he emerges “to see the stars again.” This reminds us that no descent is final, and even from the deepest darkness, a path toward renewal remains.
Only then can we begin our ascent: from hell, through purgatory, and ultimately toward paradise. The path to national transformation does not begin in the halls of power, but within the quiet decisions of individuals who choose, day by day, to change themselves.
In the end, a nation is nothing more and nothing less than a reflection of its people. If we desire a better nation, we must first become better individuals.
The journey out of the abyss is long, but Dante’s final word in every canticle remained the same: stelle, the stars. For us, the stars are not distant celestial bodies, but the three stars of our national emblem, long obscured by the smoke of partisan conflict. Like Dante emerging from darkness to behold the stars once more, we too may rise if we choose not merely to hope for change, but to become its source. Only when we fix our gaze upward, guided by Faith and shared history, do we leave the darkness behind. In that rising, we do not merely find paradise; we build it.

