Author Archives: M.A.D. LIGAYA
Masaya Ka Na
(Inspired by Ed Sheeran’s “Happier”)

Dati nating tagpua’y aking pinuntahan
Nakitang kamay mo’y mahigpit n’yang tangan
Kamakailan lamang nang ako’y iwanan
Kagyat kapalit ko’y iyong natagpuan
Mula sa malayo kayo’y pinagmasdan
Tila kay saya ninyong nagkukwentuhan
Nais mo bang aking tanggapin na lamang
Na kay bilis mong ako’y kinalimutan
Nagbubulungan kayo’t nagtatawanan
Puso’y hinagupit ng panghihinayang
Kasiyahan ninyong walang mapagsidlan
Animo’y krus ng kalbaryong aking pinasan
Kamay ko’y binitawa’t ika’y umalis
Dahil damdamin mo’y nasaktan ng labis
Ngunit umaasang iyong malilirip
Pagmamahal ko’y walang makahihigit
Masaya ka na ngang iba ang kapiling
Nakakalungkot ma’y aking tatanggapin
Nasasaktan ma’y akin ding aaminin
Nahihirapan akong ika’y limutin
Saan man magpunta’t ano man ang gawin
Ala-ala mo’y ayaw akong palayain
Anino itong nakabuntot sa akin
Aking naaaninag kahit pa madilim
Masaya ka na… paano naman ako
Kaligayahan ko’y nanggagaling sa ‘yo
Nasa bisig mo ang aking paraiso
Kung wala ka ay ‘di iinog ang mundo
Kung ang sayang iya’y panandalian lang
Kung sa bandang huli ika’y masasaktan
Huwag magatubiling ako’y balikan
Puso ko’y katukin kita’y pagbubuksan
How Colonialism Shaped the Filipino Character (2nd of 4 parts)
Filipinos often ask questions like, “What would Philippines be like today had Spain not colonized the island nation? Would the Filipino character developed the way it is now had the Spaniards not succeeded in putting the natives in chains for more than three centuries?
What if the Americans observed the principle that “governments derived their just powers from the consent of the governed” [3] and decided not to stay in 1898 and allow the Filipinos to govern themselves? The Americans should have known better. That principle was the driving force of the declaration of their independence in 1776. It is touted to be the model for the right to self-determination, the very right that they deprived the Filipinos of when they colonized the Philippines. The Americans justified their occupation of the islands by saying that the Filipinos were not ready for self-governance. But how sure were they? And even…
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How Colonialism Shaped the Filipino Character (1st of 4 parts)
For a better appreciation of who and what the Filipino is one has to decipher the Filipino psyche and identify the factors that contributed to its formation. An in-depth analysis of the character of these people would require a thorough examination of their history and racial origins. The Filipino cannot be figured out by establishing assumptions based on stereotyping and by magnifying him using a supremacist lens.
The pre-colonial Filipino was a race whose culture and genetic pool was a mix of Negrito, Indones, Malay, Arab, Hindu and Chinese and whose spirit was either strengthened or weakened by the geographics of the island nation and its corresponding climate. There was a genetic and cultural identity flourishing in this part of Southeast Asia before the Portuguese explorer Magellan and his Spanish expedition landed in Mactan in 1521. There was a national identity and character evolving when the Spaniards, led by Miguel Lopez De Legazpi, came back in 1565 to establish a stronghold in what the Europeans would later on call “Las Islas Filipinas.”
What the discovery of the Laguna copperplate in 1989 accomplished was to prove that “a well-organized form of government based on customary law” [1] existed in the Philippines long before the Spaniards came. The pre-colonial Filipino was not a lost soul rescued by the Europeans from the dark ages. There was an emerging racial entity when they came and it veered away from its natural course of becoming when the colonizers from the West succeeded in subduing the natives.
For 333 years that the Filipinos were under the mercy of the Spanish conquistadors. There were pocket revolts the Filipinos staged in different parts of the country to overthrow the invaders from the Iberian Peninsula but were quelled. The most significant of those uprisings was that one led by Francisco Dagohoy in Bohol that lasted for more than 80 years (1744-1929). Those attempts to vanquish the conquerors from Spain did not succeed because of the following: they were lacking in national character; based on limited geographical scales; and caused by non-encompassing issues[2]. It was only the 1896 revolution that succeeded which eventually led to the declaration of Philippine independence in 1898.
But it was short-lived.
The Americans who the Filipinos thought came to help them establish a republic had other agenda. They duped Emilio Aguinaldo, the leader of the revolt against Spain, into believing that they didn’t need any colony and that they came to free the natives from the yoke of Spain. Then, the Filipinos watched helplessly as the Spaniards, too proud to accept defeat in the hands of the Indios they enslaved for centuries, surrendered to the Americans instead and was paid $20,000,000 for all the improvements they made in the Philippine islands during their colonial rule. That’s one of the conditions set in the Treaty of Paris in 1898 which the two countries concluded without concurring with the Filipino people.
Would the Americans pay the Spaniards that huge amount (which is worth more than half a billion dollars today) and get nothing in return? The answer is a resounding NO. America, then an emerging world power, needed to flex its muscles in the Pacific. The Philippines was the most ideal place for that. So, the Americans, contrary to their promise which Aguinaldo said he naively believed, declared Philippines a territory ceded to them by Spain.
It was a painful experience for the Filipinos. After centuries of struggle against Spain they finally had a chance to chart their own destiny as a nation. But the Americans stood on their way. The Filipinos had to continue their search for that elusive freedom.
When the Spaniards left, the natives fought the more superior American forces. It was a case of a “David” having to contend with a “Goliath.” But in this version, Goliath subdued David. The Filipinos gallantly stood their ground but eventually lost the Fil-American war after three long years of struggle.
So, the Philippines changed hands – from one colonial master to another, from the Spanish yoke to that of the American.
As a consequence of its being colonized by those two countries in the West, into the nation’s cultural and genetic pool, Spanish and American elements were assimilated. Also, the experiences of the Filipinos in those years of foreign domination have undoubtedly affected the evolution of their character. Even the policies implemented by the Spaniards and the Americans when they took turns in ruling the said nation have strongly contributed to that transformation.
The 20th century saw the emergence of a post-colonial identity, a character, that is distinctively Filipino, a character forged by the mixing of Asian and European influences, by frequent battering from natural calamities, and by the long period of colonization.
How did colonization affect the formation of the Filipino character? How did Spanish cruelty and American treachery impact the evolution of Filipino values and traits?
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[1] philippinestudies.net
[2] asianjournalusa.com
Cholesterol Hub
May lugar sa ating mga baya’t siyudad“Cholesterol hub” ang dapat na ibansag
Kung mataas (Gets mo ‘to…) ang iyong “high blood”
Payo ko sa iyo huwag ka doong maglakad
Kasi doon maraming abnoy at bugok
Nakahalo sa mga penoy at balut
Kapag nakita ika’y mapapalunok
Mataas na “high blood” mo tiyak malilimot
At may pinipiritong balat ng manok
Kung gusto mo naman balat ng pork
Sige lang manong lamon basta may gamot
Tikman mo na rin masarap na hepalog
Kwek-kwek… sige baka gusto mong subukan
Sagana sa calories bawat piraso niyan
IUD, adidas, helmet… hala tikman
Basta ba fully-paid na ang life insurance
Sa “cholesterol hub” patuloy maglakad
May makikitang nakahaing “betamax”
Ito ay “curdled chicken or pork blood”
May balun-balunan din o chicken gizzard
Ateng, kuyang…rayuma din ay isipin
Chicharong bituka huwag nang amuyin
Sa atay at baga – umiwas ng tingin
Magturo na lang ng ibang iihawin
Suggestion lang fish balls na lang ang tusukin
Isawsaw sa sukang may sili’t maasim
Safe din ang kikiam, iyong subukin
At kapag nauhaw suka ay higupin
Isa-isip ang high blood pati uric acid
Para mas safe, ang ipaihaw mo’y pusit
H’wag ng maglaway sa pang-takeout na sisig
Iwasan din – long-legged na day-old chick
Ashed

The fire ceased to burn –
Doused with indifference
Drenched in disregard
I sifted through the fireplace
I lovingly built in your heart
Combed it for dying embers
I sifted through and through.
Hoping to find a flicker,
Hoping to blow upon it a whisper
And cover it with dried leaves and twigs.
Hoping the flame grows taller,
And burn my anguish and grief.
I sifted more and more.
There was nothing but ashes –
Ashes of guilt and regrets –
Ashes that the wind refuse to blow away.
T A K D A
(A Short Story in Filipino)
Hindi tinanggap ni Alfred ang paliwanag ko na ang tao ang gumagawa ng sarili niyang tadhana’t kapalaran. Ang kalahatan ng mga desisyong ginagawa ng isang tao sa buhay ay magdidikta sa kanyang kakahinatnan at s’ya ring huhubog sa kanyang kinbukasan. Sa sinabi kong iyon ay kinwestyon ng aking kapatid ang pagiging Kristyano ko. Bakit hindi daw ako naniniwala na bago pa man isilang ang tao ay may kapalarang nakaguhit na sa kanyang palad. Naniniwala ang kapatid ko na ang Panginoong Diyos ang nagtatakda nito. Para sa kanya ay nang ang tao’y isilang sinimulang pagulungin ng Lumikha ang gulong ng kanyang kapalaran. Hindi raw kayang pigilin ng tao ang pagikot ng gulong ng kanyang palad, minsa’y papaibabaw siya’t minsan nama’y papailalim.
At nangyari ang isang trahedya sa kayang pamilya…
At sa pagkakataong iyon ay pwedeng sabihin ni Alfred na tila natumbok sya’t nagulungan ng gulong…
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Katangi-tangi Ka
(Inspired by Ed Sheeran’s “Perfect”)
May gatas pa sa labi’t salat sa isip
Nang sa puso ay may damdaming gumuhit
Wala pang muwang kaya noo’y ‘di batid
Iyon pala kung tawagin ay pag-ibig
At ngayo’y aking nang naiintindihan
Kamay mo ay hindi ko na bibitawan
Pakiusap h’wag mo akong iiwanan
Pag-ibig mo ang tangi kong kayaman
Ngalan mo’y nakaguhit sa aking palad
Ika’y katuparan ng aking pangarap
Katangi-tangi ka at walang katulad
Pakiwari ko’y ‘di ako karapat-dapat
Katangi-tangi’t walang makahihigit
Marilag ka’t tunay na kaibig-ibig
Ikaw ay isang anghel galing sa langit
At ako’y alipin ng taglay mong akit
Mapalad ako’t pinili mong ibigin
At sinamahan sa daang tatahakin
Sa anomang pagsubok na haharapin
Mahigpit ka lang na humawak sa akin
Halina’t sa damuhan kita’y dadalhin
Doon hayaang mahigpit kang yakapin
Indak ng pag-ibig ay ating sayawin
Himig ng puso sabay nating awitin
